I am a liar. So, are you. In the words of famed TV doctor, Gregory House, “Everybody lies.” It’s the lies that we tell ourselves that I feel can be most harmful. I tell myself I am okay when I am not. It’s a coping mechanism to get me through the day. It’s a helpful,... Continue Reading →
Mind Labyrinth
Soul Igniting Love
I want out-of-your-mind love. I want love that shines brighter than the brightest stars. I want someone to love me so much that there are no questions or doubts, that they are my person. I don't want to wonder, "Am I a consolation prize?" I want fire. I want passion. I want soul igniting love.... Continue Reading →
Insecurities
Once upon a time, I wrote a poem. This time was August 20, 2018. Cellulite on my thighs Stretch marks on my ass Acne scars on my back and face Wrinkles around my eyes, smile, and forehead Stained teeth from coffee and tea A lazy left eye Booty isn't round enough Booty isn't big enough... Continue Reading →
Too Much Muchness
I eat too much. I drink too much. I ruminate too much. I'm depressed too much. I'm too much. As an introverted and 75% antisocial person. This whole stay-at-home thing is not really a problem for me. Well... it's a problem in that I often times force myself to go out and be social so... Continue Reading →
I am not sorry, I’m not sorry
"Sorry, it's my Facebook (or, other social medium) I can post what I want to." Why do we feel the need to apologize for posting to our own social media accounts? I'm not talking blatantly offensive material, I'm talking things along the line of "too many" cat memes, "too many" bikini pics, "too many" photos... Continue Reading →
I Be Up In the Gym Just Working on My Fitness
I was never an athletic child growing up. I didn't play any sports. I couldn't run more than an eighth of a mile; I would get one of those awful cramps in my side. I only rode my bike to my friend's house, and maybe the convenience store every now and again. I did the... Continue Reading →
Positive Life
As cliché as it may seem, I wish more peopled subscribed to the notion of, "if you can't say anything, say nothing at all." I'll get on Facebook, see an article with a purposefully controversial headline, and then click the comments. It's nothing but people posting their nasty or negative comments, or arguing with people... Continue Reading →
We Were on a Break!
Separation can be good. My husband and I have been married for almost 16 years. While that isn't anywhere near the 50+ years my grandparents were married. Or, even the 38 years my parents have been married; it is a long time to spend with someone. We separated for nine months. He moved out. We... Continue Reading →
Anxious and Indecisive
I am indecisive. It's the anxiety. I wasn't always this way. I used to make decisions. I have lost confidence in my ability to make decisions. I think access to the internet, and so many opinions and reviews, has made it difficult for me to make a decision. I'll see the high rating, and then... Continue Reading →
I’m Serious This Time; I Promise.
I constantly say I am going to write more, but then when I actually have time to do it, I don't have motivation. Truth be told, I have been in a serious state of Major Depression for the past several months. I cannot seem to find motivation to do anything. My workouts have gotten rather... Continue Reading →
Lost in Resolute Reverie 