The Chicken or the Egg?

Ahhh... the age old question, “What came first, the chicken or the egg?” Only in my case it’s, “What came first, the depression or the extreme fatigue?” In my “early days” I could confidently say it was the depression. However, as I have gotten older and my depression episodes have gotten longer and longer I... Continue Reading →

Empty

Depression isn’t an emotion. Depression does not equal sadness. Sadness is a fleeting emotion. When depression has really taken hold, I’m empty. I feel nothing. I’m a shell. I watch everything go by. I do the things I’m supposed to do, ones I’ve built a routine around, but I’m detached. It’s robotic. I do it... Continue Reading →

Too Much Muchness

I eat too much.  I drink too much.  I ruminate too much.  I'm depressed too much.  I'm too much. As an introverted and 75% antisocial person. This whole stay-at-home thing is not really a problem for me.  Well... it's a problem in that I often times force myself to go out and be social so... Continue Reading →

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